Went to school todae ,for projects ,
but receive comments ,
i donno just confuse sometimes ,
took cab down sometimes ,
am afraid of being late ,
but i noe my group members just care alot about me ,
never mind if i am being put off ,
i can quit sch anitime ,
cos i am jus sick and tired of everything,
of course i will still give mie best in everything,
i will contribute , but like in life , i contribute so much in relationship , friendship and everything ,
when i am down , i only see air , i only see gossips , i only see hate ,
i see nothing except luv and care , so down there alone ,
i will only see shadow of tears ,
nothing but jus myself ,
i party cos when i am down theres only music ,
i hear no voices cheering me up and i don need it ,
luv its over , maybe just disappointment ,
its hard to get over ,
i tried but its tough , work gt problems even in the all jokes circle ….well tis is life ,
sorry huiping if i cant attend ur bdae , but if u read tis blog i wish u a sincere happi b dae ,
not jus ur bdae theres another whom u guys noe , but he is there alone , i jus feel useless ,
maybe it will be a happi one for him ,
i will try my best to meet u guys , but u are still one of mie best and best ,
sorri i jus don wana u guys see me sad that dae cos it will be ur happi dae ,
to me , its jus like another sad valentine dae, but i wish u a happi 19th ,
all the bes in everything , and everything .
tat nite will be with my all jokes jus to forget all the tears
, but thanx to them tis few months i get myself indulge in hapiness ,
which makes me forget the hurts.
maybe its lies to alot out there , i don care ,
if u think its the truth den it is if not its not up to me ,
but i will gif my bes to everything ….frens and all and now i wan nothing ,
i wish my frens the best , don need to mention who here,
tis whole month was jus shit ,
but there i hope for a better dae….