Went ben and jerry at dempsey after some shopping@taka ..
jus wanna shake off some stress ,
thanks mie sister for accompany, reached there , the place with memories and sadness ,
seeing images ,but ice-cream makes me smile in photos but not in heart ,
seeing couples , is a how-i-wish but maybe i will chose not to be one ,
cause everything will turns out to be a disappointment ,just like a melted ice-cream ,
curiousity at first sight but disappointment and misses at last ,
tats LIFE.
Went to school todae ,for projects ,
but receive comments ,
i donno just confuse sometimes ,
took cab down sometimes ,
am afraid of being late ,
but i noe my group members just care alot about me ,
never mind if i am being put off ,
i can quit sch anitime ,
cos i am jus sick and tired of everything,
of course i will still give mie best in everything,
i will contribute , but like in life , i contribute so much in relationship , friendship and everything ,
when i am down , i only see air , i only see gossips , i only see hate ,
i see nothing except luv and care , so down there alone ,
i will only see shadow of tears ,
nothing but jus myself ,
i party cos when i am down theres only music ,
i hear no voices cheering me up and i don need it ,
luv its over , maybe just disappointment ,
its hard to get over ,
i tried but its tough , work gt problems even in the all jokes circle ….well tis is life ,
sorry huiping if i cant attend ur bdae , but if u read tis blog i wish u a sincere happi b dae ,
not jus ur bdae theres another whom u guys noe , but he is there alone , i jus feel useless ,
maybe it will be a happi one for him ,
i will try my best to meet u guys , but u are still one of mie best and best ,
sorri i jus don wana u guys see me sad that dae cos it will be ur happi dae ,
to me , its jus like another sad valentine dae, but i wish u a happi 19th ,
all the bes in everything , and everything .
tat nite will be with my all jokes jus to forget all the tears
, but thanx to them tis few months i get myself indulge in hapiness ,
which makes me forget the hurts.
maybe its lies to alot out there , i don care ,
if u think its the truth den it is if not its not up to me ,
but i will gif my bes to everything ….frens and all and now i wan nothing ,
i wish my frens the best , don need to mention who here,
tis whole month was jus shit ,
but there i hope for a better dae….
Finally got mie GUCCI wallet and one MARC JACOBS POUCH FOR MUMMY:)LOL how filial am i huh?!was getting shit in work and finally i gt confirmed..mystery shopping gt bouch back ..sorry to mie group members esp sara who need to spend her time sending the reports ..sch is starting but more tanning and gym …haiz …still need to do individual assignment and need to do lots and lots of sch works…the sales are like crazy ! need to sell more @work…attending victor’s bdae tmk ..hope to see comments:)
The dae was fun with all present including siqian , qiaoting ,rachel, felicia , issac ,randolph, eugenia , cresent , shadow , bryan, kenneth , dawn , kazzaf , gina , brandon, and others whom i saw there like eddie and ryan:)it was damn fun as we stayed till close.:)
Met up with the usual khakis and went over to tab to watch the sports men asia trunks show!it was a great show afterall!went back to play and brought jiajun in..he does look like yang cheng lin huh!!
Received the news from joie that PRADA is having sales , rushed over to paragon wif eugene , and managed to get tis last pair , wow , it was afterall a great satisfaction!
